10.17.2020

Well hello there. 

My name is Jenny and this is a blog I'm starting to hopefully help me sort throuhg life and thoughts and such. 

 I used to blog a lot, even when I didn't always publish it. At the height of the blogging craze, my best friends and I would connect via secret blogs. It was amazing, but since the demise of Xanga and the creation of Marco Polo, we’ve switched gears.

Anyway. 

I’m hoping that this space can be a place for me to talk to you (whoever you may be) and perhaps get some things off my chest. I know that’s selfish, but this is my blog...so...

I also hope it’s helpful. I always want to be helpful. I’ve learned through many personality quizzes and such that being a meaningful part of people’s lives is super important to me. So if you feel inclined to comment, give feedback, share insights, or just let me know you’re here...it would help my sense of self. Haha.

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Today, after the longest quarantine of my life, I left the house! My family and I went up to West Yellowstone to drive around and see Old Faithful and get some fresh air. We’ve had Covid-19 (my husband and I tested positive) and so we’ve been staying in bed or in the house for 15 days straight now and it’s been a special kind of torture.






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